I would prefer to not write such message at all and to let myself begone silently. However I am afraid that this would hurt some people that got closer to me on the period of the almost 2 years I have been online.
The truth is I was at a very different point in my life, with very different needs when I first entered tumblr’s community. I needed to understand teenagers and things that happened in my past, to escape my current life and I had given up on friends responsibilities and everything else that was related directly to me as a person. In fact I just wanted to fade away and didn’t care no matter what sort of thing anybody was doing or saying. Significantly though I didn’t want to be alone. I felt lonely and tumblr people helped me to deal with this and many other emotions and I am thankful for that.
But things have changed. Tumbrl have changed a lot. I have changed. I have grown. I always wanted to ignore the age gap between me and other people of every age, but the differences not only in the maturity but most importantly in the needs of every age are vivivdly shown to me now. It is ok for you to love ships and go fangirl and talk about how you want to get a boyfriend or how you don’t fit in, or about your sexual insecureties, but…it is natural that as a ten year old need their parent and role models and a grandmother needs people of her age to speak about the past, her medicine and her accomplishments in life, I have also different needs according to my age. Its just that everything I see people being intrested in here in tumblr and the dialogs I read or the way people write and the subjects make me feel from indifferent to tired/annoyed. Again I say its not anybody’s fault. It is only natural for you to say and do the things you are in need to say/do. I’m just no longer in position to desire want the same things, I have to move on and let you go your way as well and thats fine.
I want some people to know that when I said I am their friend I really felt it and believed it and I still care in my own way for them…I do not know though if it would do any good to try and be as close as we were at some point. I feel like they need to get away from me as well even if they don’t admit it. It is only evident that it is something that it would happen at one point since the more the time passes the less we speak. For me is just people changing and life moving forward and so I could just let it continue like this until nobody hears from me anymore. But I prefer to leave a goodbye message. This message is basically directed to you and just to let you know that I didn’t forget you, or thought you were unimportant. I just don’t think we can connect in a healthy manner anymore. I do believe that you are wonderful people and deserve every happiness and I truly hope that life will be generous to you.
Farewell to everyone and I wish you the best luck!
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This is amazing
I have never eaten a peach in my life and now I just opened the fridge and ate like 2-3.
Lol I want to change the color of the walls in my room and maybe more but I have no idea what to do… I just want to make it look happy… how do you make a room look happy? Any ideas?
Apart from drawing a face with yellow paint and start shooting on it…
If you ever see me not reblogging this… I’m dead.
After 900 years of running. He finally found a reason to stop.
And Her name was Rose.
He promised her the world
she became his instead.